Friday, September 4, 2009

If I Became A Memory 如果我变成回忆- 听后感

It was quite a while since I started to listen to Tank Lu's latest album, The 3rd Round. Not sure why it was named so, but I guess most probably it's because this is his 3rd album. And it didn't take long for me to identify my most favourite song; 如果我变成回忆 (Ru Guo Wo Bian Cheng Hui Yi) which means if I become a memory.

I felt unusual about the title of the song. I don't know why, but I was wondering why would a song has this kind of title. "If I become a memory.." Sounds rather deep to me. Emotions totally rule the feeling of the whole song.
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The singer, Tank Lu, underwent a heart surgery. He has severe arrythmia, a genetic heart disease where the heart beats irregularly. And according to reports, he was at the verge of death. But he managed to survive, obviously. So, this song, as what I was told, is about his feelings during that time. Now, I finally understand why it was named so. This is such a marvelous song! It really touched my heart when I knew every meaning of the verse to me..

Here's the thought that flows in my mind about this song.....

只有分开或者是离开后才会有回忆,怀念才会得以铺展。
有的时候,是不得不的离别。为了各自不同的远方,与某个城市,某段过去,作一次告别。
没有人喜欢孤单上路,如果这个城市还可以值得留恋,也该有个人对自己不舍,这样的离开才不会太凄凄落落。
于是有了离别的车站,有了执手相看泪眼。
紧紧相拥,安慰对方说, 没有关系,我会想你的,况且我们有美好的回忆。
然后约好千万不要回头。
却还是回首又回首,追逐又追逐。

你我都是俗人,逃不了这样的凄凄离别。
然而人生中的太多离别,也在不断地告诫我们:最好不要为了离别而流泪。
你逐渐明白,在很短的时间里,你就已经丢掉了很多人,也被很多人丢弃。
你的心、你的眼睛,都经不起太多的折腾。
它们如果太敏感,就会感受到更多的痛。
所以,看淡了吧。习惯了吧。
当下就已经这样紧迫了,哪有多少时间留给过去?

可是,有些人,却一直停留在过去式里。。。
所以,有些人,即使分开了很久,我们依然还是会在意,
如果我已经变成了回忆,你又在哪里?
你又会如何对别人形容多年以前的我?

偶尔,也会勾勾手指,细数,有多少年没有见了?一年,三年,还是,五年,十年……
许是很久很久了吧,可以回忆的东西正在慢慢地被时间吞噬掉。
就快要不记得了,是怎样的相识,又是因为怎样地离别……

所以,在还没有做好准备前,请千万不要轻易说离别。
因为你根本不能保证还能不能回到他的世界。
也不要轻易地相信“我会想你”,尽管忘记并不是你们的本意。
你只活在他的过去,而你的当下,他的当下,未曾相识。

如果相爱,请尽量地出现在彼此的视线。
如果有思念,一定不要太久。
太久了,他就只记得你过去的模样,而认不出现在你的样子。

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